Inner Feelings

Not caring about what people think about you is a near impossible feat. First off there are two kinds of ways that you can care about your image, internal and external. It is far easier (for me at least) to control my external feelings about my image, because you can almost always mask or disguise you outer feelings, but it is the internal feelings that are neigh impossible to conceal for not only others but most importantly, your self. No matter how many times you tell yourself that you don’t care, you still care on the inside, and you know it. While you keep putting more and more layers in a futile attempt to cover up your true feelings, you really begin to wear down your self-esteem until all you want to do is be alone, and say that you don’t care. Every time you say that you don’t care, you are lying to yourself and everyone around you, which will lead to a great feeling of insecurity in your life, because you don’t know, and you are not willing to listen to what other people think of you, which could also end up helping you and your image look better in the long run. No matter what you say, people will always think what they think, and after a while you will realize that there is nothing you can do about it, and then you self-esteem comes under fire.